being wanted, too. It's kind of a dilemma, wanting and enjoying the attention but rejecting it when it gets physical."

"I guess your right." Chris decided to say more. "Ron wants to see me again, you know? And I'm sure he'd prefer a more private situation too."

"Ah," Julia beamed. "First conquest! Now you have to decide if you want to go on with it." Chris got nervous and changed the subject slightly. "Huh, that show last night? It was far sexier and more erotic than anything I had ever seen before. I knew places like that were around but I never knew they were that ..uh.. bare!"

"It was definitely for adults only, wasn't it?" she grinned. "But by some standards it was quite tame. Anyway, no one under twenty-one is allowed in, supposedly. Boys are always challenged to show IDs, but girls are rarely questioned, especially when one may be questionable in a group that otherwise is not; as you discovered."

Yeah? Well, the costumes sure showed a lot! They were pretty, too, but...! Anyway, I found myself watching the guys with their obvious parts and but I also checked out the girls, some of whom were almost naked." Chris paused a moment to think through her next remarks. "Part of the time I envied the fellas and wished I could be with those beautiful girls, and the rest of the time I envied the girls, so beautiful and flaunting it with the guys on stage and in the audience, all hot for them. I even made some critical physical comparisons between myself and those dancers. Now I'm very confused about who I am now and what kind of person I want to be. Does that sound weird to you, Julia?"

"That's to be expected, my dear. Envy is probably what most of the women there felt. And

most of the men were probably horny as hell, mostly for the women, but there were bound to be a few who wanted the guys, too. The attributes you noted about the men were, shall we say 'padded'." Chris's face held a shocked expression that made Julia chuckle. "They were what is referred to as a codpiece to ..uh.. equalize their differences, Didn't you notice they were all about the same size regardless of their various other dimensions?"

Chris blushed brightly. "Yea, I noticed. I didn't think they were all natural, but I couldn't figure out why or how.. I'd never seen anything that big in the gym or pool showers," she giggled. "Is that what you wanted to check out, Chris?" she asked between giggles. "Or did you want to get your hands on one of the girls?"

Chris sobbered quickly as she thought about her feelings last night. Finally, she admitted, "Mostly I guess I wanted to be one of the girls and find out what the guys had."

"Good," Julia said with satisfaction.

the normal female response.

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"And ..aaa.. I.. I kinda w..wondered," Chris continued haltingly, "if I can handle it, s..sexually I mean. Then I w..wondered if I could handle any man. I know for a normal woman, it's not a problem, but what about me?" There, it was out in the open, the question she had asked herself from the moment Ron's lips had met hers. Julia spoke seriously, trying to be as objective and yet as comforting as she could. "The wonder about handling something apparently that large is a normal female reaction, too, Chris. As far as you personally are concerned, I know that they made sex and its enjoyment a definite possibility for you. But, of course, with the proper plumbing in place it will be entirely up to you what you do with it and how